I lost everything I owned in the battle
I lost his face when the gun went off in my hand
It was an accident

I fell to the ground
begging for forgiveness
from something, whatever, I'll just have to fake it
like everyone else

I'm not kidding my-

What is the meaning of interpretation?
Life is different when it's not your own you're dealing with
It was an accident

Dirt in your hair and on your hands, you can't pretend
something, whatever, it's all the same in the end
I'm not kidding myself

I'm not kidding my-

Chorus:
But part of me's saying, Hold on to this feeling
you'd have to be an idiot to give it up
and I will confess I think I deserve happiness after everything
But I can't do that to you, don't know what you really want
I'm the king of bad luck and you're just a pawn
Do us both a favor and just move on
I'm asleep, you've newly opened eyes
I'm a creep, you opened my eyes
Come down to me, fair maiden
Walk alone in the wood
If I eat you alive
It'll satisfy us both but won't do any good


(I lost everything I owned in the battle)

Twenty years old and dead on the inside
I won't play witness to your similar demise
You're so innocent

I'm hollow now, the last straw broke the camel's back
Please leave love and don't look back
You're so innocent

I'm not kidding myself

I'm not kidding my-

Chorus

This is goodbye.

This is goodbye.

I fooled myself into thinking that maybe
something could happen, but nothing could happen to me
like this...